Friday, February 18, 2011

Nicaragua: Day Three

Day Three
Well, today was another great day! All of the photos below illustrate what happened, but they are actually in reverse order because blogspot doesn't make sense in the way that it uploads photos. I apologize for that, but I am tired so I'm not going to spend a bunch of time reorganizing all of these photos. Descriptions above each photograph! Enjoy.

This photo was taken by Rachel D. and I wanted to include it because it looks like I have wings which is, of course, super cool.
This is a banana tree trunk. I think.
A photo I took of Rachel...she has fairy wings!
Just something cool I did.
This is one of the worker's sons.
The beautiful sunset!
These three boys hung out on the road outside of our gate for a really long time. They are cute.
The pigs stood up when it was feeding time! This one had to be at least 6'5, which is crazy.
Seth, Rachel, me, Zach, and Amelia. We are the youngest of the brigade.
This is our chalk creation! The only two kids we had today didn't want to play with us (they were really shy and don't speak English...and we don't speak Spanish. Whoops.), so we tried to entice them by drawing with chalk ourselves, but we got carried away.
Like my picture?
This is one of the kids we had for the afternoon. I can't remember his name though.
This girl's name is Hazel. She was the second child we took care of today and she was adorable! She wouldn't talk to us though.
Seth climbed up this coconut tree to throw down a coconut for us!
Then this worker decided to show Seth up. He got three coconuts like it was nothing. He was cool.
In the morning, I worked out. Those are 25lbs weights. Oh yes.

And now, sleep.

Nicaragua: Day Two

Day Two
This is the most beautiful place I've ever seen in my entire life, and I am having a wonderful time! The people here are all so gorgeous and so nice. Kids walking down the road past the ranch yell "Hola!" over and over again, and they frequently ask us to take photos of them. It's really adorable.

So basically today we relaxed a lot. Breakfast was at 7:15, but it was absolutely no trouble getting up that early. I woke up multiple times between six and seven completely content. I have eaten rice and beans for all three meals today (the vegan options are pretty limited), along with the most amazing fruit I have ever tasted in my entire life. We did some light work in the morning, but mostly took photos, climbed trees, and counted down the minutes until lunch.

In the afternoon, we took a walk to the water well (that the Brigade funded a few years ago...they raised a total of something like $11,000) and took photos of all the workers for our poster so we can learn their names. Then we had dinner, devotions, and more chill time. Tomorrow, the real work begins! Here are a bunch of photos from today:

Rachel & me
This is one of the workers. I took this photo of him and wanted to post it to give you all an example of the beautiful people who live here!
Front gate of the ranch.
This GREAT tree that Zach and Seth climbed.
This pig smiled for my photo!
Rachel and me being nymphs in our tree.
Rancho Ebenezer!
I wish I could show you the entire line that these ants walk. They are amazing!
They have a bunch of these squirrels in cages...they jump around in circles endlessly!
I have no clue what kind of plant this is, but I like it.
This is a mountain we can see from the road by the ranch.
I actually took this photo yesterday as the plane was landing in Managua. That's a smoking volcano!
Doing what I do.
(Photo by Rachel D.)
This was taken at a spot off the road we decided to stop. It's so beautiful!
(Photo by Rachel D.)
So Seth and I decided to be each other. This is the result: Seth looking cool in my sunglasses and using my camera. I also drew my tattoos on him in sharpie later. And I am wearing his hat and showing off my muscles, talking about how strong I am.
(Photo by Rachel D.)

Thursday, February 17, 2011

Nicaragua: Day One

Day One
After nearly twelve hours of total travel time, the Rancho Ebenezer Work Brigade arrived in Managua, Nicaragua.


We then traveled by bus to Rancho Ebenezer. Here is most of our Brigade in the bus:


When we arrived, we had a snack and took a miniature tour of the farm. Rachel, Amelia and I took a three hour nap, woke up for dinner, and were back to bed by 9:30. It was a great evening!

Here are some random photos from the day.



Tuesday, February 15, 2011

Facebook and Panopticons

I didn't intend on posting anything else today, but I have chosen not to complete my homework for my class that starts in an hour so that I may do something better! (AKA: write!)

In my 19th Century Literature course (the one referenced above, actually), we have been discussing various literary theories. Most of them happen to be commonly known theories by people like Freud, Derrida, and Foucault that we apply to literature (which is a fascinating endeavor in itself). I am going to write about Foucault's panopticon and how Facebook settles into this theory perfectly, but first, I will explain what the theory is.

To fully understand the idea of a panopticon, you have to understand the systems put into place to deal with the plague and leprosy.

The plague consumed many lives, but so did the system that attempted to control the plague. Officials appointed specific doctors for citizens to see so that the citizens could be evaluated. To be put simply, if one was deemed healthy, he or she could return to life as normal, but if one was determined plagued, he or she was removed from society and killed. This was an extremely individualized system because each and every person was evaluated and then directed based on their diagnosis. It was very strictly managed with a goal of segmentation and expulsion of disorder and confusion.

The system for dealing with leprosy was set up in a very different way. Rather than individual evaluation, there were two strict categories: sick or well. If one was considered well, he or she was left in the "pure" society. On the other hand, if one was considered sick, he or she was sent to a leper colony. This binary structure was based entirely on exclusion and separation. The goal was to have two societies: the pure and the impure.

Finally, a panopticon is a combination of the leprosy and plague systems. A successful panopticon pulls individualism from the plague and the idea of a pure society from leprosy and combines them to create a system in which residents are always being monitored. The most fascinating part about the panopticon system in my opinion is the monitoring. The goal is to get everyone to self-monitor, so from an early age, children are taught to follow the rules, not because it's what they want to do, but because it is what they are supposed to do. A great example of this is school. From day one, kids are taught to ask to use the bathroom, follow in a single file line, speak when spoken to, and more generally, follow the rules. The main goal of all of these lessons (and others) is to teach children to self-monitor. In addition to self-monitoring, kids are always being watched by someone else, much like in a panopticon.

Schools teach self-monitoring and respect of societal laws, therefore creating useful and disciplined individuals. This is also the overall goal of a panopticon.

Beginning to see the connection?

Let me explain how Facebook fits in. As an individual, you are the one who decides what to put on your profile and what you want to say...you self-monitor. You think that you have control over yourself, your words, your actions. You take pride in this right. Individualism. What everyone forgets is that you don't really have control over anything. Your friends can post whatever they want on your wall, tag you in any pictures they see fit, and Facebook officials can go as far as deleting your account. So really, what freedoms do Facebook users possess?

In American society, we have a multitude of rules that we live by. I could never create an inclusive list of these rules, but one of the most predominant is appearance. It is important in our society to look the best you can at all times, but it is much more complex than that. The example that my professor used is college girls getting ready to go out on weekends. As they leave, they check themselves in the mirror and subconsciously (though sometimes quite consciously) answer the following: am I too conservative? too slutty? revealing enough to encourage attention, but not so much I get disrespected? These are all questions that society has instilled in our minds as important questions, but how pertinent to life are they really?

I will leave you with a quote from my professor that refers to the subject of societies rules on appearance. She is a humorous lady.

"I am now experiencing my own oppression...let me check myself."

Nicaragua

All right. My plane is leaving for Nicaragua in T-16 hours. I have nothing packed. In fact, the suitcase is still in my mother's closet. I also have to go to the store and buy some shorts because it will be hot there, and I have an extreme lack of shorts.

Oops.

I also have a fair amount of homework due tomorrow that I haven't started.

Oh, and I have to work right after class until 8:15pm tonight.

Nicaragua, I will be ready for you. Somehow.

Friday, January 28, 2011

Goodbye Facebook!

I deleted my Facebook.

Why? We are a technologically obsessed society and I am tired of it. I don't like the idea of getting to know someone over an internet community. If someone wants to learn more about me, they should talk to me, not stalk my profile.

I cannot criticize anyone for using Facebook or even stalking because I did it, too, which is one of the main reasons I am removing it from my life. I don't want to be so creepy! I have an iPhone though, so I'm not really ridding technology entirely.

I don't have anything more to say other than

Goodbye, Facebook!

And good riddance.

Tuesday, January 18, 2011

The Time

Here's a poem I wrote for my class. It's nothing exciting, but I felt like sharing.

The Time

Remember the time?

The time when
A soft touch
Could send chills
Up your spine?

The time when
A sweet look
Could make your heart
Skip a beat?

The time when
A faint kiss
Could create a rush of
Butterflies?

The time when
I had you
And everything seemed
So content?

The time when
Everything
Slipped far...so far,
Out of reach?

The time when
You left me
And my gentle soul
Became hard?

Remember the time?

The time when...
The time
Is now.

For this poem, it is important how you read it...so take brakes between each line. It will sound a little better then.